{"id":26463,"date":"2023-09-29T11:05:45","date_gmt":"2023-09-29T07:05:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=26463"},"modified":"2023-09-29T11:05:45","modified_gmt":"2023-09-29T07:05:45","slug":"q%c9%99nir%c9%99-xanimin-%c9%99ziz-xatir%c9%99sin%c9%99-yunus-oguz-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=26463","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ziz XAT\u0130R\u018fS\u0130N\u018f- YUNUS O\u011eUZ yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"

YUNUS O\u011eUZ<\/strong><\/p>\n

yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva Tovuzun kitabsev\u0259rl\u0259ril\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. Yay\u0131n istisi m\u0259ni v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 qorxutmad\u0131. Getm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdik, \u00e7\u00fcnki yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n oxucularla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yeni bir stimuldur. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu stimulu Tovuz rayonunun c\u0259fake\u015fi, \u0259halinin h\u0259r d\u0259rdin\u0259-s\u0259rin\u0259, sevincin\u0259 v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olan Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131mla bir yerd\u0259 alacaqd\u0131q. \u018flimd\u0259 yaz\u0131lar\u00a0\u00a0olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir k\u0259nara qoyub avqustun 3-d\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131mla Tovuza yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u00a0\u00a0bizd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r gec Bak\u0131dan yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, amma h\u0259r saat z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015firdik. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259: \u00a0“Hardas\u0131z, a\u00e7 deyilsiz ki?”- dey\u0259 ana kimi qay\u011f\u0131m\u0131za qal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259 yaz\u0131lma\u011fa layiq olan bu XANIM \u018fF\u018fND\u0130 h\u0259r bir az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259r bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcn qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, n\u0259 is\u0259 etm\u0259s\u0259, kim\u0259s\u0259 yard\u0131m (m\u0259n\u0259vi v\u0259 maddi) \u0259lini uzatmasa fikirl\u0259ri qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q olacaq, \u00fcr\u0259yi t\u0259skinlik tapmayacaq, onsuz da az olan yuxusu da\u00a0 lap \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k. Onu \u00a0\u00e7oxdan tan\u0131ma\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq s\u0259f\u0259r yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 insan\u0131n yeni keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259rini a\u015fkarlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti z\u0259ngind\u0259\u00a0cavab verdim ki, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 \u015eeyx Nizaminin m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259sini ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m. Dedi ki, \u0259hs\u0259n sizl\u0259r\u0259! G\u0259r\u0259kdir ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s yeri ziyar\u0259t etsin. M\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259d\u0259\u00a0\u00a0g\u0259zinti insan\u0131n auras\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 vadar edir, b\u00f6y\u00fck ustad\u0131n \u0259b\u0259diliyini, bizims\u0259 faniliyimizi bir daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimizd\u0259 b\u0259rq\u0259rar edir. Amma biziml\u0259 birg\u0259 ziyar\u0259t\u0259 yeti\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

Tovuza ma\u015f\u0131nla getdiyimizd\u0259n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0yol boyu m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdikl\u0259rimi yazmaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Yollar\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ox abadla\u015f\u0131b, \u0259traf\u00a0\u00a0torpaqlar bec\u0259rilib, ilan m\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 su kanallar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilib. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 on ill\u0259rl\u0259 bo\u015f qalan torpaqlar canland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b, vacib k\u0259nd t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 obyektin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib. Bu vacibliyi ona g\u00f6r\u0259 vur\u011fulay\u0131ram ki, qeyri-neft sektoru olan k\u0259nd t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 dir\u00e7\u0259lir. Bunu nazir\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazm\u0131ram, c\u0259nab nazirin h\u0259l\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259ri var, axsaq i\u015fl\u0259rimiz d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rimizd\u0259n \u00e7oxdur, amma buz yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nib v\u0259 bu dir\u00e7\u0259li\u015f (g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 nazir hardad\u0131r?) g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259si hiss olunur.<\/p>\n

Yolda polis\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259zs\u0259n. Birc\u0259 K\u00fcrd\u0259mir-Ucar aras\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Zal\u0131m u\u015faqlar\u0131 iyirmi be\u015f il \u00f6nc\u0259si kimi el\u0259 yerd\u0259 gizl\u0259nirl\u0259r ki, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, \u018fl\u0259ddinin cini kimi qar\u015f\u0131nda z\u00fchur etdil\u0259r. \u00dcmumilikd\u0259 is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. H\u0259r d\u00f6rd-be\u015f kilometrd\u0259n bir radar v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259t ni\u015fanlar\u0131 qoyublar. Qaydan\u0131 pozdun, c\u0259rim\u0259 evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, yaxud telefonunda SMS g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259, arada n\u00f6mr\u0259siz ma\u015f\u0131nlar 150-160-la \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcrl\u0259r. Deyil\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nlarla raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131blar. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n bilmir\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n halda yollar\u0131m\u0131z \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 kimidir. Amma bu n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki y\u00fck\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 olsun ma\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259dik, baxmayaraq ki, \u015ea\u011fman v\u0259 KAMazlar yollarda kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r idi.<\/p>\n

Ucardan sonra Yevlaxda “K\u00fcr” q\u0259zetinin ba\u015f redaktoru \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131mla dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0telefonu ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Ona kitab s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdim. Yayd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011fundan da\u011flara \u00e7\u0259kilib.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atanda ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 birba\u015fa m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fck. M\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259ni v\u0259 muzeyi ziyar\u0259t etdik. Oran\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri bizi tan\u0131d\u0131lar. H\u0259l\u0259 bir gileyl\u0259rini d\u0259 etdil\u0259r ki, b\u0259s ziyal\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z r\u0259smi t\u0259dbirl\u0259r olmasa sizin kimi f\u0259rdi qaydada ziyar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmirl\u0259r. Gileyi q\u0259bul etdim. “Ke\u015fmi\u015fi g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6turm\u0259yin bir yolu da budur. \u0130nsanlar\u0131m\u0131z qalo\u015f pirin\u0259 gedirl\u0259r, amma \u015eeyxin – dahi s\u00f6z ustas\u0131n\u0131n ziyar\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259lmirl\u0259r. S\u00f6z\u00fc anlamayan \u0259\u015fyan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u00fct ed\u0259c\u0259k. Bu da n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 mill\u0259ti ruhundan uzaqla\u015f\u0131b bizi me\u015f\u015fana (\u0259\u015fyalara alud\u0259) \u00e7evir\u0259c\u0259k. Ondan sonra bizi\u00a0qapazalt\u0131 etm\u0259k he\u00e7 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olmayacaq”. Bu fikirl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 \u015eeyxin q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

“\u015eeyxin \u0259r\u0259bl\u0259rl\u0259 qohumlu\u011fu varm\u0131, uzaqdan-yax\u0131ndan olan bir bilgi varm\u0131?” B\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i bu sual\u0131ma g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, yox. S\u00f6hb\u0259tin davam\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n etdim. Dedim: “Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015eeyx Nizami deyirl\u0259r ki, o s\u00f6z\u00fcn v\u0259 q\u0259lbl\u0259rin \u015eeyxidir”. Bu fikird\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259 xo\u015fum g\u0259ldi. Onlara da kitablar (\u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 “Atab\u0259y Eld\u0259niz v\u0259 “Nadir \u015fah” romanlar\u0131n\u0131 – \u00e7\u00fcnki birincid\u0259 \u015eeyx Nizami obraz\u0131, h\u0259r ikisind\u0259 is\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 t\u0259sviri vard\u0131) h\u0259diyy\u0259 edib yolumuza davam etdik.<\/p>\n

Qo\u015fa yol bitdi G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n sonra, amma i\u015f gedirdi v\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r ki, ta Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 K\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qo\u015fa yol \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 bunun da \u0259yani \u015fahidi olduq.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259mkird\u0259 bizi ba\u015fqa al\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Yol boyu istixanalar g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 say\u0131-hesab\u0131 yox idi. \u015e\u0259mkirlil\u0259r\u0259 halal olsun! \u00c7al\u0131\u015fqand\u0131rlar. N\u0259 deyirs\u0259n yeti\u015fdirib Rusiyaya g\u00f6nd\u0259rirl\u0259r. Burdak\u0131lar\u0131 da, ordak\u0131lar\u0131 da i\u015fl\u0259 t\u0259min edirl\u0259r, doland\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

G\u0259lib Tovuza \u00e7atd\u0131q. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259mizdi, insanlar\u0131 mehriban v\u0259 s\u0259mimidirl\u0259r. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ham\u0131 bir-birini tan\u0131y\u0131r dey\u0259 nab\u0259l\u0259d adam d\u0259rhal tan\u0131n\u0131r, xo\u015f r\u0259ftarlar\u0131 il\u0259 qona\u011f\u0131 bir az da utand\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, Tovuzda “Ayan” palasda qalacaqs\u0131n\u0131z. G\u00f6z\u0259l, be\u015f ulduzlu oteldir. Q\u0259dim arxitektura il\u0259 tikilib.\u00a0\u00a0M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mdir. Qiym\u0259tl\u0259ri d\u0259 G\u00f6y-G\u00f6l turist mar\u015frutlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 olan otell\u0259rd\u0259n iki d\u0259f\u0259 ucuzdur, xidm\u0259t keyfiyy\u0259ti d\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 art\u0131q. Burda hiss edirs\u0259n ki, s\u0259n\u0259 qonaq kimi yana\u015f\u0131rlar, cibi dolu olan pullu adam kimi yox. H\u0259tta xan\u0131m\u0131m \u0130stanbul v\u0259 Tovuz otell\u0259rini m\u00fcqayis\u0259 etdi. \u0130kisi d\u0259 eynidir. Biri d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck meqapolisi, o birisi is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda \u0259yal\u0259t \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, amma f\u0259rq yoxdur. \u00d6lk\u0259miz bel\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Otelin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131\u00a0\u00a0Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev park\u0131 g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131r. T\u0259miz v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259li bir park. Ax\u015fam olan kimi bura adamla dolu olur. Park\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6l v\u0259 \u00a0s\u00fcni bir ada sal\u0131n\u0131b. Bura tovuz<\/p>\n

lular\u0131n istirah\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevimli yeridir. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rin\u0259 tez-tez bax\u0131ram. Aqressivlik hiss etmir\u0259m. G\u00fcnd\u0259lik qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n biri d\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 bura g\u0259lm\u0259kdir ki, qay\u011f\u0131 istirah\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilsin.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 otel\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131mdan z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Dabanbasma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n

…Tovuzlu dostlar\u0131m bilirdil\u0259r ki, buralara g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Z\u0259ng z\u0259ng dal\u0131nca ki, b\u0259s bu g\u00fcn qona\u011f\u0131msan. Yum\u015faq \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc bildirib, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n “s\u0259r\u0259ncam\u0131nda” oldu\u011fumuzu dedim. Ta neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rik? Ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi ax\u0131, oxucularla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259.<\/p>\n

…XANIM \u018fF\u018fND\u0130nin diqq\u0259ti bir an \u00fcz\u0259rimizd\u0259n \u0259skik olmur. Otelin foyesin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi mar\u015frutumuz bilindi: Tovuzun f\u00fcsunkar g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n \u018fsrik me\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 yollan\u0131r\u0131q. Yolda Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m Tovuz v\u0259 insanlar\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 v\u0259 f\u0259xrl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, hiss edir\u0259m ki, bural\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 q\u00fcrurlan\u0131r. Amma telefon h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n bir “q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r”. Arada \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, Allah el\u0259m\u0259sin telefon bu q\u0131z\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131nda partlas\u0131n. Rayona x\u0259b\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m Tovuzdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259han\u0259 il\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lib onunla \u00a0g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u015fahidi olduq. \u018fvv\u0259l \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirib, sonra da probleml\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. Onu g\u00f6zalt\u0131 izl\u0259yirdim. \u0130nsanlar\u0131\u00a0 s\u0259brl\u0259, aramla dinl\u0259yir, h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00a0d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u0259lac etm\u0259y\u0259 cal\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259dim, hirsl\u0259nm\u0259yini hiss etm\u0259dim. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, Allah bu q\u0131za s\u0259br verib. Yem\u0259k d\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 qoymurdular. \u0130ki m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259d\u0259 onun q\u0259ti bar\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm: biri \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259si xahi\u015f edil\u0259nd\u0259 onun q\u0259ti cavab\u0131 s\u0259rt \u015fill\u0259 kimi xahi\u015f ed\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131: “N\u0259di, s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n olmazsa, o biri anan\u0131n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmazsa, b\u0259s bu s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri kim qoruyacaq?” D\u00fcz d\u0259 deyirdi. Halal olsun! \u0130kincisi, t\u0259hsil, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bulla ba\u011fl\u0131 edil\u0259n xahi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259ti r\u0259dd cavab\u0131 verirdi… “Oxuyayd\u0131, y\u00fcks\u0259k bal toplayayd\u0131. Mill\u0259ti \u00a0cahillikd\u0259n yaln\u0131z oxumaq qurtara bil\u0259r!” Bu da onun s\u00f6zl\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n

…\u018fsrik me\u015f\u0259sinin \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7ay suyunun s\u0259si alt\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259bi\u0259tin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259ritm\u0259k, bir anl\u0131\u011fa buran\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyinin bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirik. Bura h\u0259m d\u0259 say\u0131-hesab\u0131 bilinm\u0259y\u0259n istirah\u0259t yerl\u0259ridir. Tovuzdan v\u0259 \u0259traf yerl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n qonaq-qara \u0259skik olmur, baxmayaraq ki, da\u011f\u0131n o biri t\u0259r\u0259fi Erm\u0259nistan \u0259razil\u0259ridir. Sevindirici haldir ki, tovuzlular bir qar\u0131\u015f torpaq da\u00a0 erm\u0259nil\u0259r\u0259 verm\u0259yibl\u0259r. E\u015fq olsun tovuzlulara!<\/p>\n

…Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131mla xalq\u0131n mill\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sind\u0259ki \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259n, tarixd\u0259n, etnososial psixologiyadan, ke\u00e7mi\u015fimizin v\u0259 bunun g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131 probleml\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. \u00c7ox haz\u0131rl\u0131ql\u0131d\u0131r. Hans\u0131 \u0259ng\u0259ld\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirs\u0259, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 onun skiletini qurur, sonra \u0259t\u0259-qana dolduraraq tezis \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 fikirl\u0259rini bildirir. Hiss edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131n bel\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi, onun da bel\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi m\u00fckamil\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var. Biz bir n\u00f6v yor\u011funlu\u011fumuzu bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259ti yaslar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 toylar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 bizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimizd\u0259n v\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259timizd\u0259n da\u011flara s\u0259s salan qara zurnan\u0131n v\u0259 davulun s\u0259si ay\u0131rd\u0131. Daha dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131b diqq\u0259timizi\u00a0qara zurnaya k\u0259sdik. Allah, burada n\u0259l\u0259r yoxmu\u015f. Qara zurnan\u0131n s\u0259si \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259 tarixd\u0259 itmi\u015f ruhunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytar\u0131r. S\u0259n musiqiy\u0259 qo\u015fulub itmi\u015f, \u00e7ox zaman par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f ruhunu da\u011fda, ba\u011fda axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rsan. Bu s\u0259s s\u0259ni q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q, m\u00fcdriklik, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t, b\u0259z\u0259ksiz-d\u00fcz\u0259ksiz d\u00fcnyaya apar\u0131r. Burada safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n be\u015fiyind\u0259s\u0259n, t\u00f6r\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259dir, he\u00e7 kimin bu t\u00f6r\u0259l\u0259ri pozma\u011fa, ayaqlay\u0131b ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ixtiyar\u0131 yoxdur. Yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f qanunlar\u0131n pozulmas\u0131na he\u00e7 kim izn verm\u0259z. Zurna s\u0259si t\u00f6r\u0259 qaydalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u015fa sal\u0131r, davul da guruldamaqla s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q edir ki, yolunu azmayasan, yatmayasan.<\/p>\n

Zurna-davul s\u0259si k\u0259sildi. Ruhum o sehrli s\u0259sd\u0259n ayr\u0131laraq xan\u0131mlar\u0131n yan\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. Zarafatla dedim ki, burada \u015feir yazma\u011fa n\u0259 var? S\u00f6zl\u0259r \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir. Q\u0259nir\u0259 xan\u0131m zarafat\u0131ma tovuzlular\u0131n bir m\u0259s\u0259li il\u0259 cavab verdi. …Xeyli g\u00fcld\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 qara zurnan\u0131n, davulun s\u0259si diqq\u0259timizi k\u0259sdi. Arada g\u0259lib XANIM \u018fF\u018fND\u0130 il\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdir\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6z yerind\u0259. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 sual verdim: “Niy\u0259\u00a0toylar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259lib bu da\u011flarda etmirik? \u015eadl\u0131q saraylar\u0131n\u0131n musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259ri az qal\u0131b qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kar, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimizi kor etsin. Niy\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z \u015fadl\u0131q saraylar\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131q?” \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 cavab\u0131n\u0131 verdim: “Rahatl\u0131q axtar\u0131r\u0131q. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u0259lav\u0259 y\u00fckl\u0259nm\u0259yimizi ist\u0259mirik. Ax\u0131 bunun\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qonum-qon\u015fu t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc toy sahibinin evin\u0259, bir ay \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n haz\u0131rl\u0131q gedirdi. \u0130ndi h\u0259r \u015feyi\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na \u00a0edirs\u0259n. \u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 is\u0259 \u00a0do\u011fmal\u0131q, t\u0259mas, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t, safl\u0131q \u0259limizd\u0259n al\u0131n\u0131r”. He\u00e7 bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u00fck…<\/p>\n

Musiqi s\u0259das\u0131 alt\u0131nda Tovuza otel\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u00fck. Parkda g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 imkan vermirl\u0259r. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 fotosessiya.<\/p>\n

…Yolda mill\u0259t v\u0259kili yen\u0259 \u00f6z ampluas\u0131ndad\u0131r. Telefona cavab verir, kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 z\u0259ng edir, \u00e7ox zaman da kiml\u0259rins\u0259 problemini h\u0259ll edir.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7ib, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 nec\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131bsa art\u0131q zamanla vaxt\u0131n yerini s\u0259hv sal\u0131r\u0131q. \u0130ntellektual s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259sinin arxas\u0131nda polis r\u0259isi, s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn is\u0259 t\u0259dbird\u0259n sonra icra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 da qat\u0131l\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 bizd\u0259n sonra hara getdiyini s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n bizim arxam\u0131zca g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bildik. Hans\u0131sa k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rd ovutma\u011fa getmi\u015fdi. Bax bel\u0259. T\u0259dbird\u0259n \u00e7ox yazm\u0131ram, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r v\u0259 d\u0259rc olunan x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi deyir.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 onu deyim ki, t\u0259dbir m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m idi, h\u0259m insan ax\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n q\u0259dim t\u0259hsil ocaqlar\u0131ndan olan 110 ya\u015fl\u0131 Pu\u015fkin ad\u0131na orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259\u00a0<\/strong>ke\u00e7irilm\u0259si m\u0259clis\u0259 x\u00fcsusi r\u0259ng qat\u0131rd\u0131. Hiss edirs\u0259n ki, Tovuzda kitab acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var, bilm\u0259k, \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si var, oxumaq onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k dem\u0259kdir. Ka\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycanda bel\u0259 olayd\u0131. Oxumaq v\u0259 savadlanmaq, bilik yiy\u0259si olmaq mill\u0259timizin qurtulu\u015fudur. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z da m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m oldu. Xalq\u0131n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc dild\u0259 “Tarix n\u0259dir?” , “Tarixi bilm\u0259k niy\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?” kimi m\u00f6vzularda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m akademik dild\u0259n, pafosdan k\u0259nar\u00a0dan\u0131\u015fmaq xalqla ziyal\u0131lar aras\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u00fc v\u0259 do\u011fmal\u0131q yarad\u0131r v\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, mill\u0259t\u0259 daha s\u0131x ba\u011flay\u0131r. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131mda dediyim kimi: “Tarix sevgi \u00f6l\u015f\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr!”<\/p>\n

D\u0130QQ\u018fT! \u015eikay\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259klifl\u0259riniz, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz v\u0259 e\u015fitdiyiniz h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir maraql\u0131 m\u0259lumat\u0131 bu n\u00f6mr\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rin:\u00a00 55 4 61 71 21 WHATSAPP<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YUNUS O\u011eUZ yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili Q\u0259nir\u0259 Pa\u015fayeva Tovuzun kitabsev\u0259rl\u0259ril\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. Yay\u0131n istisi m\u0259ni v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131m\u0131 qorxutmad\u0131. Getm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdik, \u00e7\u00fcnki yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n oxucularla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yeni…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":26240,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,1,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26463","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-manset","category-xbr-xtti","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26463","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26463"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26463\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26464,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26463\/revisions\/26464"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/26240"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26463"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26463"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26463"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}