{"id":11191,"date":"2019-02-08T12:01:58","date_gmt":"2019-02-08T08:01:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=11191"},"modified":"2019-02-08T12:09:54","modified_gmt":"2019-02-08T08:09:54","slug":"ximirt-qurdunun-hekay%c9%99si-aysel-oguz-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=11191","title":{"rendered":"\u201cX\u0131m\u0131rt qurdu\u201dnun hekay\u0259si AYSEL O\u011eUZ yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259\u00a0demi\u015f\u0259m. Demi\u015f\u0259m ki, biz \u00e7ox unikal xalq\u0131q&#8230;h\u0259r c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n unikal\u0131q&#8230;Mill\u0259tim q\u0259d\u0259r duyarl\u0131, yard\u0131msev\u0259r,r\u0259hmli\u00a0 ikinci bir xalq, b\u0259lk\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0he\u00e7 yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259\u00a0indiy\u0259n\u0259\u00a0kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yib. Lakin m\u00fcsb\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rimiz oldu\u011fu kimi, b\u0259zi m\u0259nfi x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 var. V\u0259 onlardan h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0yaxa qurtara bilm\u0259mi\u015fik. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n yaxa qurtara bilmirik, yoxsa ist\u0259mirik? M\u0259nc\u0259\u00a0&#8220;bilmirik&#8221; s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc &#8220;ist\u0259mirik&#8221;l\u0259\u00a0\u0259v\u0259z ets\u0259m, daha d\u00fczg\u00fcn olar, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00a0\u00a0m\u0259nfi x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n ba\u015flamal\u0131y\u0131q. H\u0259r \u015fey ist\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 kim bizi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 bu\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri\u00a0 da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etmir. N\u0259\u00a0ediriks\u0259\u00a0\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz edirik. V\u0259\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 edirik&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u00e7\u0259k m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259&#8230; Ha\u00e7ansa \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259nara\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00e7\u0131xanda\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycandan olan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir turistl\u0259 rastla\u015fm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131 ? \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, dey\u0259c\u0259ksiz xeyr v\u0259\u00a0ya yaxud da o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259k-t\u00fck g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcz ki,art\u0131q xatirinizd\u0259n, M\u0259tan\u0259t\u00a0\u018fliverdiyevan\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc olmas\u0131n, bir k\u00fcl\u0259k kimi g\u0259lib ke\u00e7ib. \u00c7ox uza\u011fa getmir\u0259m, \u0130stanbula yolunuz d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015fd\u0259n ayr\u0131la bils\u0259niz, &#8220;Topqap\u0131 Saray\u0131&#8221; muzeyin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kin\u00a0v\u0259&#8230;( bu da ayr\u0131 b\u0259lad\u0131r ki, ya\u015fl\u0131 insan bir yana, he\u00e7 g\u0259nc n\u0259slin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini 8-9 il bundan qabaq orada g\u00f6r\u0259\u00a0bilm\u0259zdin. 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Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z 40-\u0131 haqlayanda \u00a0\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259\u00a0qoca deyirik, el\u0259\u00a0davran\u0131r\u0131q ki, sanki bir aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gordad\u0131, bu saat el\u0259\u00a0\u00a0gora d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik &#8230; H\u0259l\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0anlaya bilmirik ki, h\u0259yat insana bir d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0verilir, daha ba\u015fqa \u015fans\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur .Des\u0259m ki, reinkarnasiyaya inanan mill\u0259tik, yalan olar. Mill\u0259tin b\u0259lk\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0he\u00e7 yar\u0131dan \u00e7oxu reinkarnasiya s\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259\u00a0olan \u015feydi\u00a0 bilmir.B\u0259s reinkarnasiya s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilmiriks\u0259\u00a0v\u0259\u00a0yaxud da, o prosesin m\u00f6vcudlu\u011funa inanm\u0131r\u0131qsa, bu c\u00fcr t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259\u00a0niy\u0259\u00a0ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q? D\u00fczd\u00fcr, islam dinind\u0259\u00a0deyilir ki, h\u0259r bir m\u00fcs\u0259lman h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0kimi ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r. O s\u00f6z ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc deyilib ki, y\u0259ni ay m\u00fcs\u0259lman, bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q el\u0259, g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015f ke\u00e7irt ki, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n i\u015fini bilm\u0259k olmaz,\u00a0\u0259b\u0259di yatma\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0\u0259n az\u0131ndan m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rini yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q saxlamayasan.\u00a0 Din day dem\u0259di ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rd-s\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259\u00a0ke\u00e7irt. O q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259dsuyumuq ki, bir az \u00e7ox g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 o saat qorxuruq v\u0259 &#8220;bu g\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u00fcld\u00fcm, ziyan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259m&#8221; deyib g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc i\u00e7imizd\u0259 bo\u011furuq. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259\u00a0\u00a0z\u00fclm verm\u0259k d\u0259\u00a0g\u00fcnahd\u0131, ay insano\u011flu!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm demi\u015fk\u0259n yad\u0131ma qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz\u0259\u00a0y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z pullar d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,\u00a0\u0259l\u0259lx\u00fcsus da n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizin corab\u0131nda, babalar\u0131m\u0131zin h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259\u00a0iki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131b gizl\u0259tdiyi pullar\u0131 deyir\u0259m. O pullar ki,vaxtil\u0259\u00a0(sovet d\u00f6n\u0259mini n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0tuturam) yem\u0259yib, i\u00e7m\u0259yib,geyinm\u0259yib\u00a0 &#8220;x\u0131m\u0131rt qurdu&#8221; kimi y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan, o pullar ki, bir gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi&#8230;ax\u0131r\u0131 n\u0259\u00a0oldu?\u00a0 N\u0259\u00a0q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7emodan-\u00e7emodan pullar tullan\u0131ld\u0131 zibilliy\u0259\u00a0v\u0259\u00a0o pulla b\u0259rab\u0259r d\u0259\u00a0b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, planlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259\u00a0\u0259n\u00a0\u0259sas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131l\u00a0 d\u0259y\u0259rind\u0259\u00a0olan vaxt\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tullad\u0131q. Biz\u0259\u00a0yen\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0\u00f6hd olmad\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 n\u0259slin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0pul y\u0131\u011f\u0131r. Soru\u015fanda n\u0259\u00a0\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0131\u011f\u0131rsan,\u00a0 cavab verir &#8220;yas pulumdu&#8221;. Bu da unikall\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259n\u00a0\u00a0unikal\u0131d\u0131r. Ay baba, ay n\u0259n\u0259,\u00a0ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcb ged\u0259c\u0259yik onsuz da. N\u0259\u00a0 olar, o y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n pensiyan\u0131n puluna get \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 meyv\u0259\u00a0al, ye, b\u0259d\u0259nin bir vitamin g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. Narahat olma, s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0\u00f6vladlar\u0131n yas\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r\u00a0olsa da yola ver\u0259c\u0259k.Yas puluna doydurdu\u011fun qar\u0131nlar onsuz da s\u0259nin bir \u00f6l\u00fc kimi arxandan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b &#8220;q\u0131y\u0131ms\u0131z\u0131n biri idi&#8221; deyib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259k. Ay baba, ay n\u0259n\u0259,\u00a0siz o y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z pulu gedin kurortlarda x\u0259rcl\u0259yin, istirah\u0259t edin.\u0130stirah\u0259t\u0259\u00a0x\u0259rcl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mirsizs\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131, savaba verin.N\u0259\u00a0i\u015finiz\u0259\u00a0qal\u0131b \u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 yas x\u0259rcl\u0259rininin d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k? Vacib olan\u00a0\u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizi saxlam\u0131r\u0131q,\u00a0 h\u0259l\u0259\u00a0bir deyir ki, Avropada bel\u0259dir-el\u0259dir, amma acqar\u0131na pul y\u0131\u011fmaq ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259mizi n\u0259sild\u0259n n\u0259sl\u0259\u00a0\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck. Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u015eamax\u0131da z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n z\u0259r\u0259r\u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f birinin m\u00fcsahib\u0259sin\u0259\u00a0bax\u0131ram, qad\u0131n deyir evd\u0259\u00a0qablar\u0131m s\u0131nd\u0131.\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dedim ki, y\u00fcz faiz ill\u0259rl\u0259\u00a0servantda toz ba\u011flayan v\u0259 Novruzdan Novruza silin\u0259n, qonaq g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259krar yerin\u0259 y\u0131\u011fmaq d\u0259rdind\u0259n cand\u0259rdi ortaya \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lan servizi imi\u015f.Yegan\u0259\u00a0xalq\u0131q ki,h\u0259l\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0bahal\u0131 servizi\u00a0servantda saxlaya-saxlaya, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259\u00a0\u00e7at vermi\u015f bo\u015fqabdan yem\u0259yi\u00a0r\u0259va g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259din, onsuz da ax\u0131rda ya u\u015faq vurub s\u0131nd\u0131racaq, ya da z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259\u00a0demi\u015f\u0259m. Demi\u015f\u0259m ki, biz \u00e7ox unikal xalq\u0131q&#8230;h\u0259r c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n unikal\u0131q&#8230;Mill\u0259tim q\u0259d\u0259r duyarl\u0131, yard\u0131msev\u0259r,r\u0259hmli\u00a0 ikinci bir xalq, b\u0259lk\u0259\u00a0d\u0259\u00a0he\u00e7 yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259\u00a0indiy\u0259n\u0259\u00a0kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yib. Lakin m\u00fcsb\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rimiz oldu\u011fu kimi, b\u0259zi m\u0259nfi x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 var. V\u0259&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":11195,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25,24,1,18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundm","category-manset","category-xbr-xtti","category-yazarlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11191"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11193,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11191\/revisions\/11193"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/11195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}