{"id":1077,"date":"2017-09-07T13:12:01","date_gmt":"2017-09-07T09:12:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=1077"},"modified":"2023-09-18T14:44:49","modified_gmt":"2023-09-18T10:44:49","slug":"ogul-axtariram-ki-g%c9%99lib-agzimi-tiksin-elza","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/?p=1077","title":{"rendered":"\u201cO\u011ful axtar\u0131ram ki, g\u0259lib a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 tiksin\u201d – Elza"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u00a0K\u0259ram\u0259t B\u00f6y\u00fck\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn Elza Seyidcahanla m\u00fcsahib\u0259si:<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Elza xan\u0131m, bir b\u0259nd \u015feir yaz\u0131b al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 qatm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 Novxan\u0131da oteld\u0259 istirah\u0259t edirsiniz…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki? (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) \u201cN\u0259simi\u201d filmind\u0259 bir yer var, soru\u015fur, g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259dir, \u015fah\u0131m? Al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 qatmaq yox, \u0259ksin\u0259, m\u0259n s\u00fclh yaratmaq ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 odun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 su s\u0259pmi\u015f\u0259m. Son zamanlar \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259ni bir \u00e7ox layih\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcnsif kimi d\u0259v\u0259t edirl\u0259r. M\u00fcnsif kreslosunda oturma\u011f\u0131m is\u0259 b\u0259zi u\u011fursuzlar\u0131 narahat edir…<\/p>\n

– Sizin m\u00fcnsif olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Baba V\u0259ziro\u011flunu niy\u0259 narahat el\u0259sin ki? \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ad-san\u0131, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– K\u0259ram\u0259t, yarad\u0131c\u0131 insanlar \u00e7ox h\u0259ssas olur. M\u0259n h\u0259m g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m. B\u0259zi insanlar \u201cXalq\u0131n \u015fairi\u201d layih\u0259sini \u015fou adland\u0131rd\u0131. Guya Elza Seyidcahan ora d\u0259v\u0259t olunubsa, dem\u0259li, m\u00fcsabiq\u0259 \u015fou hesab olunur. Xeyir, Elza Seyidcahan \u015fou deyil. Sad\u0259c\u0259, onun \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n \u015fou kimi istifad\u0259 edib pul qazan\u0131rlar. Elza Seyidcahan\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr ki, orda h\u0259r bir insana pay var. \u015eoumenl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259t insanlar\u0131na da, jurnalistl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259, f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259!<\/p>\n

B\u0259zil\u0259rin\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259yir\u0259m, el\u0259 bilirl\u0259r onlardan \u0259skiy\u0259m. Bilmir\u0259m, m\u0259n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda kimd\u0259ns\u0259 \u0259skik\u0259m, yoxsa \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259timd\u0259? M\u0259n xalq\u0131n h\u00f6rm\u0259tini, d\u00f6vl\u0259timin ehriram\u0131n\u0131, diqq\u0259tini d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131mla qazanm\u0131\u015fam. Haqq\u0131mda art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fan \u015fairl\u0259rin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l tan\u0131y\u0131ram. H\u0259tta t\u0259hlil d\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t el\u0259sin. H\u0259dl\u0259rini, yerl\u0259rini bilsinl\u0259r v\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 olsunlar. \u015eouya qalanda, \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015foumendirl\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n harada v\u0259 nec\u0259 \u015fou \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m. Bir-iki fakt des\u0259m, kifay\u0259t ed\u0259r. M\u0259n \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131mda \u015fou g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mda he\u00e7 vaxt \u015fi\u015fli escort<\/a> g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259n qad\u0131n kimi \u015fou g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ms\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259timd\u0259 niy\u0259 \u015fou g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259liy\u0259m ki? \u00d6z yaz\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r, Elzan\u0131n \u015feiri il\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. Ay yaz\u0131qlar! Ab\u015feron k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259ri kimi h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u0259sirsiniz! Amma Elzan\u0131n bir \u0259qid\u0259si var. V\u0259t\u0259nini sevir, d\u00f6vl\u0259tini sevir, prezidentini sevir, partiyas\u0131n\u0131 sevir!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n 5-6 il bundan qabaq Baba V\u0259ziro\u011flunun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q gec\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etdim. Yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259n \u015foumenl\u0259rin, tuman\u0131 q\u0131salar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 doldurmu\u015fdu M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s Flarmoniyan\u0131n s\u0259hn\u0259sin\u0259. Baba V\u0259ziro\u011flu h\u0259m\u0259n g\u00fcn \u015fou g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Amma indi \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 \u015fou adam\u0131 deyir.<\/p>\n

– \u201cXalq\u0131n \u015fairi\u201d layih\u0259si dem\u0259k olar ki, sizin hesab\u0131n\u0131za tutdu, bu q\u0259d\u0259r reklam oldu, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti k\u0259sib-kirim\u0259k bilmir…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz\u00fc, ARB kanal\u0131ndan z\u0259ng vurub m\u0259ni bu layih\u0259y\u0259 m\u00fcnsif kimi d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259m\u0259n raz\u0131l\u0131q verm\u0259dim. Qonarar ist\u0259dim, sonra is\u0259 soru\u015fdum ki, dig\u0259r m\u00fcnsif kiml\u0259rdir? Y\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcm s\u0259viyy\u0259li adamlard\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Qulu A\u011fs\u0259si tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Qulu A\u011fs\u0259si indiy\u0259 kimi tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m. He\u00e7 ad\u0131n\u0131 da e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cXalq\u0131n \u015fairi\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, tan\u0131d\u0131m. Bildim ki, \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktorudur, h\u0259tta \u015feirl\u0259r d\u0259 yaz\u0131r. Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin m\u00fcsabiq\u0259d\u0259 \u015feir haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rini \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nir\u0259m. \u015eeiri yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259hlil edir. Fikirl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. H\u0259tta m\u0259nim fikirl\u0259rim Mirz\u0259 \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r Sabirl\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– \u018fsas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259… \u201cTikim\u201d \u015feirinizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bu, \u00e7ox uzun bir \u015feirdir. \u015eeir konkret kim\u0259s\u0259 yox, kiml\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 \u00fcnvanlan\u0131b. \u00c7ox dan\u0131\u015fanlara yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Balaca vaxt\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259miz d\u0259, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rimiz d\u0259 deyirdi ki, \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, neyl\u0259y\u0259k, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 tik\u0259k?<\/p>\n

– \u201cTikim sizin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131…\u201d Bu misra insanlarda ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr assosasiya yarad\u0131b. S\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f kimi yozulur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259r bir insan m\u0259nim \u015feirimi \u00f6z daxili d\u00fcnyas\u0131na uy\u011fun ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feiri m\u0259hz cahill\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr etmi\u015f\u0259m. Ad\u0131 da \u201cCahill\u0259r\u0259\u201ddir. \u0130kincisi, kim m\u0259nim \u015feirimi pis m\u0259naya yozursa m\u0259n onu m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni, m\u0259n tikim s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 poz\u011fun n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m? Ev tikilir, paltar tikilir… B\u0259li, a\u011f\u0131z da tikilir. \u00c7ox dan\u0131\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 tik\u0259rl\u0259r! Onda g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz tikm\u0259k nec\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 s\u0259n n\u0259 ixtiyarla m\u0259n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n ki, Elza t\u0259rbiy\u0259siz s\u00f6z yaz\u0131b. T\u0259rbiy\u0259siz s\u0259ns\u0259n ki, \u015feirimi ba\u015fqa m\u0259naya yozursan. Bunun f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam. A\u011f\u0131z\u0131 tik\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131rxayaq kimi olur. M\u0259n \u015feirimi yazm\u0131\u015fam, arxas\u0131nda da dururam. B\u0259s s\u0259nin i\u00e7ini niy\u0259 qurd yeyir? Niy\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q edirs\u0259n? N\u0259di-n\u0259di bu ifad\u0259ni indiy\u0259 kimi s\u0259n tapmam\u0131san, Elza tap\u0131b? U\u011fursuz b\u0259st\u0259karlar m\u0259ni dahi b\u0259st\u0259kar etdil\u0259r, bel\u0259 gets\u0259 u\u011fursuz \u015fairl\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259ni dahi \u015fair ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Bird\u0259n kims\u0259 sizin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 tikm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259, ona n\u0259 dey\u0259rdiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O\u011ful axtar\u0131ram ki, g\u0259lib m\u0259nim a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 tiksin. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc, s\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 tiksin. M\u0259n ham\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259timl\u0259 tikir\u0259m. Bu, sa\u011flam bir r\u0259qab\u0259tdir. Bacar\u0131rlar, tiksinl\u0259r. M\u0259n bacar\u0131ram, tikir\u0259m… Fikirimi deyir\u0259ms\u0259, \u015feirimi yaz\u0131ramsa, he\u00e7 kim m\u0259nim a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 tik\u0259 bilm\u0259z! Amma m\u0259n konkret demi\u015f\u0259m ki, tikim sizin a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kitab planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259, kitab\u0131m dem\u0259k olar ki, tamamil\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131r. Yax\u0131nlarda \u00e7ap olunacaq.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6n s\u00f6z yazd\u0131racaqs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00d6n s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcm yazacam. Xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir kim\u0259s\u0259 deyim ki, m\u0259nim kitab\u0131m haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rini yaz. M\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6n s\u00f6z yazmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7oxdur, h\u0259tta \u00f6zl\u0259ri xahi\u015f edirl\u0259r. Amma ist\u0259mir\u0259m. N\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r? M\u0259n bir ampluada olan insan deyil\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox q\u0131sqancl\u0131qlar var.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni bir ampluada olan insan deyil\u0259m?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Birincisi, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki, Allah m\u0259ni zahir\u0259n d\u0259, daxil\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l yarad\u0131b. Amma insanlar var, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsalar da, bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 nail ola bilmirl\u0259r. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki, g\u00f6z\u0259l ail\u0259m, b\u0259st\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, qeyri-adi, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 ox\u015famayan \u015fairliyim var. M\u00fc\u011f\u0259nniliyim, aktrisal\u0131\u011f\u0131m, geyimim, obraz\u0131m… H\u0259r \u015feyim g\u00f6z\u0259ldir.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn kim b\u0259st\u0259karl\u0131q etmir ki? Kim \u015feir yazm\u0131r ki? Amma onlar\u0131n hans\u0131 m\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131n\u0131r, q\u0259bul olunur, sevilir, m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunur? Yox! Dem\u0259li, m\u0259nim yaz\u0131lar\u0131m, \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rim qiym\u0259tlidir ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t yarad\u0131r, el\u0259 deyil? Bir b\u0259nd \u015feirimi payla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr telefonum susmur, jurnalistl\u0259r z\u0259ng edir, m\u00fcsahib\u0259 ist\u0259yir, efir\u0259, verili\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar. He\u00e7 birin\u0259 getmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki istirah\u0259t edir\u0259m. O deyir, birinci m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni biz\u0259 ver, bu deyir, biz\u0259 ver.<\/p>\n

\u0130nan, K\u0259ram\u0259t, s\u0259nin x\u0259trini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m dey\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm…<\/p>\n

– X\u0259triniz \u0259ziz olsun… M\u0259n d\u0259 sizi \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259zi u\u011fursuz \u015fairl\u0259r d\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q edirl\u0259r, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcr. Niy\u0259? \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n alt\u0131, yeddi, s\u0259kkiz kitab\u0131n\u0131 evd\u0259 toz bas\u0131b, oxuyan yoxdur. Amma m\u0259nim bir b\u0259nd \u015feirim yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m, h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunur. \u201cXalq\u0131n \u015fairi\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 b\u0259zi m\u00fcnsifl\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 saytlara g\u0259ldil\u0259r, adlar\u0131 bir-iki yerd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. Onlar\u0131n da \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri m\u0259tbuat \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Savaba batd\u0131m. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr)<\/p>\n

– Elza xan\u0131m, siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n siqaret \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m, \u00e7\u0259kdirir\u0259m. \u00c7ox \u015fairl\u0259r q\u0259md\u0259n, k\u0259nd\u0259rd\u0259n siqaret\u0259 i\u00e7kiy\u0259 qur\u015fan\u0131blar ki, niy\u0259 Elzan\u0131 oxuyurlar, bizi oxumurlar?<\/p>\n

– \u0130\u00e7ki d\u0259 i\u00e7mirsiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 bir zaman! M\u0259n seyid n\u0259v\u0259siy\u0259m. M\u0259nim oca\u011f\u0131ma he\u00e7 vaxt i\u00e7ki g\u0259lm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

– Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, \u015feir yazark\u0259n ilham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 kimd\u0259n, n\u0259d\u0259n, hardan al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0130lham\u0131 Allahdan, onun g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s k\u0259lamlar\u0131ndan al\u0131ram. Sonra anamdan, onun m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyi t\u0259rbiy\u0259d\u0259n ilham alm\u0131\u015fam. Ail\u0259mizd\u0259n, day\u0131lar\u0131mdan, bac\u0131lar\u0131mdan, \u00f6vladlar\u0131mdan, qon\u015fular\u0131mdan, dostlar\u0131mdan… \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yat davam edir, biz\u0259 ilham ver\u0259n, yazd\u0131ran s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r \u00e7ox olacaq.<\/p>\n

– Bir d\u0259f\u0259 N\u0259siminin \u015feirini \u00f6z imzan\u0131zla payla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z. M\u0259qs\u0259diniz n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n N\u0259simid\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nir\u0259m. Camaat m\u0259ni \u00e7oz g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259bul edir, sevir d\u0259. Amma pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan partlayan b\u0259zi u\u011fursuzlar haqq\u0131mda anonim yaz\u0131rlar, t\u0259nqid edirl\u0259r, b\u0259y\u0259nmirl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb N\u0259simin \u015feirin payla\u015fd\u0131m, bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n imzas\u0131n\u0131 yazmad\u0131m. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dedim ki, N\u0259simini t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rs\u0259, v\u0259ssalam, q\u0131ra\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259m, daha yazmayacam. Yaza bilmir\u0259ms\u0259, insanlar\u0131n niy\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259ri il\u0259 oynay\u0131m? \u0130nan\u0131n, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 yaz\u0131lmayan s\u00f6zl\u0259r o gec\u0259 N\u0259simiy\u0259 yaz\u0131ld\u0131, el\u0259 bilirl\u0259r m\u0259nim \u015feirimdir. N\u0259simiy\u0259 a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni yazd\u0131lar. O gec\u0259 N\u0259simid\u0259n \u00fczr ist\u0259dim ki, onun q\u0259bird\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yd\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259, N\u0259simin \u015feirini oxuyub yaz\u0131rlar ki, ay n\u0259simil\u0259r, ay b\u0259xtiyarlar, hardas\u0131n\u0131z, Elza da \u015feir yaz\u0131r. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) Bundan sonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, N\u0259simini d\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259rs\u0259, dem\u0259li, m\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q yazmal\u0131yam! El\u0259 deyil?<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, do\u011fru deyirsiniz…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim i\u015fim insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259kdir. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 olmasa sabah m\u0259nim \u015feirimi oxuyub m\u00fctl\u0259q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Qara Qarayevin g\u00f6z\u0259l bir s\u00f6z\u00fc var. Deyirdi ki, he\u00e7 zaman k\u00fctl\u0259nin s\u0259viyy\u0259sin\u0259 enm\u0259yin. Dinl\u0259yicini \u00f6z s\u0259viyy\u0259niz\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131n. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 qalxmasa, sabah qalxacaq. H\u0259r insan \u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259 bildiyi q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr. M\u0259n o insanlar\u0131 q\u0131naya bilm\u0259r\u0259m. \u018fsas odur ki, onlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m v\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 edir\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r, axtar\u0131rlar, ax\u0131rda tap\u0131rlar ki, Elza n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Feysbukda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni yazanlar cahill\u0259rdir. Amma cahil olsalar da, onlar m\u0259nim xalq\u0131m\u0131n o\u011fullar\u0131d\u0131r, q\u0131zlar\u0131d\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259timl\u0259 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olsun, m\u0259n d\u0259 vaxtil\u0259 \u015e\u00f6vk\u0259t \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rovan\u0131 anlam\u0131rd\u0131m, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcm, amma indi \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u0259 vaxt\u0131 il\u0259 bizim dahiyan\u0259 filml\u0259rimiz\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcm kim kimi vurdu, kim kiml\u0259 dala\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259 anlayaraq, d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259m bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– Siz B\u0259st\u0259karlar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz, el\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, \u00fczv\u00fcy\u0259m. F\u0259xr edir\u0259m ki, bizim B\u0259st\u0259karlar \u0130ttifaq\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6z\u0259l layih\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irir. 20 yanvar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin ruhuna ithaf etdiyim \u201c\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r\u201d balladas\u0131, 2 aprel hadis\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr etdiyim \u201cQ\u0259l\u0259b\u0259\u201d uvert\u00fcram var. B\u0259st\u0259karlar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259tti il\u0259 ist\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycanda, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bizim \u00e7ox t\u0259dbirl\u0259rimiz olur. B\u0259st\u0259karl\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259nim \u015fairliyimd\u0259n d\u0259 aktivdir, amma yazm\u0131rlar. Yazs\u0131nlar da! Dem\u0259li, m\u0259nim musiqimi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259rk etmirl\u0259r, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Elza xan\u0131m, cavan bir \u015fairimiz var. \u015e\u0259hriyar del Gerani… \u015eeirl\u0259ri xo\u015funuza g\u0259lirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O b\u0131\u011fl\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131 deyirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n \u015e\u0259hriyar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini oxumam\u0131\u015fam. Sad\u0259c\u0259, ANS-d\u0259 bir verili\u015fd\u0259 olmu\u015fduq, orda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. B\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259hriyara \u00e7ox q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) Sonra m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxlu z\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u0259ldi ki, o b\u0131\u011fl\u0131 o\u011flan niy\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tsizlik edir? Ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdil\u0259r, \u201cb\u0131\u011fl\u0131 o\u011flan\u201d deyirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259hriyar\u0131n b\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox tan\u0131n\u0131r. Verili\u015fd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 dedim ki, b\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rxma, s\u0259ni tan\u0131td\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Dey\u0259s\u0259n, sonra \u201cB\u0131\u011f\u201d \u015feiri d\u0259 yazd\u0131n\u0131z…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259… Sad\u0259c\u0259, \u201cB\u0131\u011f\u201d \u015feirini yazmaqda m\u0259qs\u0259dim o idi ki, g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz bilsinl\u0259r ki, b\u0131\u011f, saqqal saxlayanda ona layiq olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. B\u0131\u011f, saqqal \u0259rd\u0259n, \u0259r\u0259nliyimizd\u0259n, ki\u015filiyimizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verir. Kimins\u0259 burnunun qaba\u011f\u0131nda t\u00fck olmaya bil\u0259r. O dem\u0259k deyil ki, onun b\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoxdur. S\u0259nin b\u0131\u011f\u0131n bilirs\u0259n n\u0259dir? \u018fm\u0259ll\u0259rin, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n, s\u00f6z\u00fcn, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin! Yoxsa ki, iki metr b\u0131\u011f saxlayacan, amma h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin ki\u015fiy\u0259 aid olmayacaq.\/\/<\/span>\u00a0Publika.az<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00a0K\u0259ram\u0259t B\u00f6y\u00fck\u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn Elza Seyidcahanla m\u00fcsahib\u0259si: – Elza xan\u0131m, bir b\u0259nd \u015feir yaz\u0131b al\u0259mi bir-birin\u0259 qatm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 Novxan\u0131da oteld\u0259 istirah\u0259t edirsiniz… – Neyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki? (g\u00fcl\u00fcr) \u201cN\u0259simi\u201d filmind\u0259 bir yer var,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":1078,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25,24,15,23,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1077","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundm","category-manset","category-mdniyyt","category-musahib","category-xbr-xtti"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1077","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1077"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1077\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26236,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1077\/revisions\/26236"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1078"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1077"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1077"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mediazona.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1077"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}